Monday, April 25, 2005

Is he psychic or...

is he Memorex?

My friend Scott...apparently moonlights as Ms. Cleo. He's made three predictions and so far, he's been right on target on two of them. The third one has yet to happen.

What are the predictions you may ask? Ok, here there are:

Prediction #1: Scott Peterson will be found guilty and sentenced to death.

Prediction #2: The Lady who found the finger in a bowl of chilli at Wendy's will be arrested for it.

Wanna know what the third prediction is???

Again, this third one hasn't happened yet...but in the previous two cases, Scott made the prediction before the results were known and so far, has called them correctly.

The third prediction is: Michael Jackson will be found guilty.
As I mentioned, this case is still happening and this prediction is just that, a guess. Here is a recent story out of AP by Linda Deutsch.

What's scary is that I seem to be living in a time warp.

I'm seeing people from my past. Dealing with issues that I was dealing with back then, or didn't resolve and have to face them now. Having the same thoughts that I had back then.

I've learned that everything happens for a reason and that we are all in cycles. I wonder, if all this happened before...why can't we get it right the first time?

We're all fucked up.

Thoughts in my head right now...that were the same ones from back then. I had just come out of my first relationship. I realized that I my feelings for my then bf wasn't of the same level/intensity/whatever as his for me. Back then, I thought that wasn't right and I broke off the relationship. Now, I realize that I'm in a similar situation, but the difference is that I know I love my partner. Just that the intensity has gone down compared to when we first started going out. The love is still there, but no passion. I don't think I made a mistake the first time and I dont' think I'm making one this time. I'm going to stick this one out.

I fell in love for the first time back then to another man. We were together for over a year and at the time, it was my longest lasting relationship. We broke up because he didn't believe me. This time around, I am already in a relationship, but it seems like the emotions are the same...just as strong. Back then, my heart was broken for the first time. I wonder if it will be the same this time around?

I'm listening to Keali'i Reichel's "Wanting Memories".
Here are the lyrics.
You can listen to it here.


1 comment:

:: jozjozjoz :: said...

Hey, Howie... ask your friend Scott for this weekend's lotto numbers. Thankyouverymuch.